It's the pain of wanting him back.
Wanting to go back eight years.
To say the words I couldn't say.
To get the memories back.
It's the never knowings, and the what if's.
The who would you be, where would he be.
If I had the chance what would I say?
Oh you stupid boy.
Not thinking that what you did would leave a mark and a hole so big.
Taking your life also took a lot of ours.
A gap that won't close.
Oh you stupid boy.
Now heres where the anger builds.
And the tears fall like rain.
The sobs come, and the shakes wont stop.
The memories come back, then reality hits and your still gone.