Feeling every second pass by,
Silence is so loud it hurts
Every cell screams to cease being,
God defies us and keeps the heart beating.
Every second is a thousand knives stabbing my soul, she is tired, she is weary, she knows the end is far away.
A path paved with inextricable pain,
If only they felt it they would not ask you to stay.
They would let you go.
I am bound to this hell inside until my heart stills forever.
It is hell, every second I feel it, you embrace it, it is life.
I can never be fixed for I was born this way.
I'm surrounded by people who love and cherish me, I am alone.