Dark. Scared. Feeling I have no soul.
It may just be me, but why are my hands so cold?
My jeans is covered in a substance, I havent seen before.
My headaches are on overdrive, as described in the lore.
My legs are shaky, and my eyes becomes more and more itchy, and gives me a new look
Even though it's all so blurry, I still feel the pain in my ribcage, coming from the hook.
They told me I was the messiah, the long awaited son.
Back then I was happy, now my head is ready to take a bullet from the gun.
I guess all the nightmares I tried to forget, was trying to warn me about my faith.
I would cry, but I have lost my feelings. I've become what I feared the most, a wraith.
I bend down on my knees, and kiss my family goodbye.
''You are in a better place now, tell grandpa I said Hi''.
I'm walking out of the setting, leaving a trail for everyone to follow.
It doesnt matter if they find me, for inside this body, i'm hollow.
Thats the last thing I remember, as i'm waking up. Opening my eyes, and I scream.
People are standing around me, caresses my cheeks, saying I have fulfilled the demons dream...