What is this shadow that follows? Be
It like a vast dismembered soul?
Its eyes sporadically cast, stroll
Across the landscape, for none to see,
But Me.
The venomous ghost. I suffer to control.
I hear it. A rapture of chill, to console
My wearied brain. A blackened pupil caries
A light of silent dreams and memories,
Whispering. Paroxetine, Iprindole,
Like deranged tumours, O’ perfect crystal.
They form a mental patient in me. What is madness?
Cartesians say, But little they say of me.
Against this poisoned vessel I stand,
Holding on to that bittersweet taste,
Of pure gentile goldness, heroin.
Oh! A fool! A fool! For no romantic,
Here I stand, partitioned to the edge,
Holding on. Alone. Forever alone.