I am stabbed right through my heart
My memories, my pen, do the deed.
Somehow it happens again - and again
As a compulsive, deliberate need.
Pain. I live with it. I die with it;
Daily, nightly, it is my companion.
I try to escape. My jail, my torture, wins.
Dig my grave in the rocky canyon.
You may see the joyous dawn, the blushing sky -
I see the repetition, the garish birth
Of another crude cycle of demeaning pain
That will never end, while on this earth.
Gash through my chest, slice a path
So dammed up pain can burst out, run away,
Nourish some weed, some sewer rat.
Mighty mind, strong sword-like pain... do flay!