Mercenary and immoral,
That's how you think of me.
Desire and disgust
Mixed with impunity.
So, have you ever considered
That you may be wrong,
Misinterpreting me
And my motives all along?
I just know I'm ambivalent,
My feelings are confused.
Deception surrounds me
And I am not amused.
Antagonism. Attraction.
There's such duality
And misunderstanding.
Traumatic reality.