Don’t even contemplate
Telling me you love me now.
Don’t even think of it
I will forget you somehow.
I am just mis’rable
Pacing back and forth this way.
I am about worn out
And yet its only midday.
You used to protect me
At least that is what you said.
Who protects me from you
And our special trysts in bed?
I cannot swim upstream
Against a raging current.
I can’t reverse the flow
And you can, I’ll warrant.
Yet I do know one thing,
Oh hurtful man who was mine.
You will never again
Feel yourself and me entwine.
I can resist you now.
It’s a struggle I can win.
It’s not impossible
I can mask the pain within.
Just don’t you ever try
To tell me that you love me.
I know the odds are that
This love was never to be.
So it cannot exist.
It never has, never will.
Time to pay the piper
I’ll be sending you the bill.