The Word Is Abused

Well, he didn't hit me

All that often, I guess.

Just the same, he did it

And sure made me a mess.



Once he just kept punching

On my face and my head

Until I landed, splat!

Butt on the floor, instead.



Not all that much damage

If you mean physical-

Blood in my eyes, ripped ear

Patched at the hospital.



Had to take time off work,

Children couldn't see that.

Right! He regretted it

But still blamed me. So pat.



Once he punched -hard- my mouth-

I'd remarked on a show

As he and his friend had,

So, he let his fist go.



Mostly he damaged me,

Very persistently,

So emotionally

And most consistently.



I hadn't realized

The harm he was doing

At the time, all the time-

But I was ungluing.



So much for truest love,

So much for devotion.

Feelings of worthlessness

Would flood as an ocean.



Now I am much stronger.

Weakness has become strength

But it's a constant fight

To regain worth, of length.


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