I wanna go , leave everyone behind
Sick of messing up time after time
Wanna stop letting people down
He she him her all got frowns
All because I'm around
Need to start fresh or Ima see death
Should've done it by now but I'm too sketch
What if it's like this next?
That's all I think while trying to rest
Gotta get mature gotta get focused
Wanna live with her in love like a romance
But it always ends like a bad circus
Don't even know where I'd go
Prolly somewhere on either coast coastin
Sitting on the beach no worries just toastin
Man that sounds good, no worries
But I won't have no worries till I'm buried
I always say I'm blessed to be stressed
But I don't wanna be apart of this depressing test
All I want is to pass, move on, cross my bridge
But I seem to never be able to and I cringe
I wanna be Alive, I don't wanna be alive
That's messed up, what do I do
I just leave and hope no one follows me through