Hope, belief, faith, optimism or the crappy gut feel
Do they really exist
May be they are my weapon to evade reality
I remember, even in the darkest hour
You kept on holding my hand
And our boat stayed afloat
True to my nature, I couldn’t hold on
I ran away with a silent explosion
My bubble got burst
And you entered an unknown terrain
A prayer cannot control the damage
My actions always gifted you mayhem
Stronger of the two, u continue to find ways
And here I am, in this self crafted darkness
Believing to hold you once again.
Crappy Feelings
Yes, they exist. I like your vocabulary. Expressive.