I can't believe it
It can't be true
But I guess it is
I'm one of you.
I'm a sellout
I've let them win
I've become their lies,
I've lost myself again.
I only meant
To give them an actual reason to bitch
But it's gone too far
I've conformed to what they want.
I've nearly lost
the one I'm closest to
Because the lies they spread
Became the truth.
I want to thank you
For making me see
What I've ignored
For making me see me.
I've got to start over
I've slipped out of my depth
And out of this place
Of an ongoing death.