Slipping Backwards

Drifting backwards on the sands of time
A reset in my life
The returning to a unwanted place
A land of nightmares
The place that has a darkened path
Walking this path again
The pressures, the pains, the heartache
Feelings to change my path of eternal sunshine
To the path of old
Branded by footprints of old
To begin walking the road through a shattered world
Reliving old feelings and memories so close to this depressive edge
Back into a personnifed world of dispair
To think I was free
The thought of freedom from this state merely a whisper on the harsh winds
To think that I had let Sacrifice go
A thought that I was free from this turmoil
Why did Sacrifice return
The question
Why
To return to this depressive nature
Feelings of self hate
Taking those steps back into the EverAfter
Alone
No Redemption
No Hel
No Tayia
Alone
To be that shattered dreamer
To be Sacrifice
This place has no time
The lands have remaimed the same
Whispers of freedom drummed out by the beating of a million shattered souls
The crashing of the blood filled sea crashing upon the banks of the EverAfter
My return to this place of mind
Why
What went wrong with the path across the ocean
The path I soared upon the gental winds
But no I return to this place
A depressive step backwards in time
The return of Sacrifice
For every step I took forward I have just taken leap back to the start
I just wanna...

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SSmoothie's picture

Wow, powerful stuff

How about its time to give yourself an excuse, and excuse to release the pain of accountability. I love the way you used sacrifice in this work. it added so much more to this piece. I hope you hop and jump forward soon, because you've been there before so it's possible and it's good occasionally to remember how far you've come by looking back, peace and hugs to you on your journey kind regards SS


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