The Infinite Abyss
I was born into the infinite abyss,
Of life’s never-ending struggles:
Struggles of self-truth,
Reality, and sometimes fantasy
I began my journey through light blue/grey crystallized eyes,
Eyes perceiving the unknown;
Naive and confused, imagining and dreaming
Of possibilities:
failures, relationships, unconditional love
For I was in desperate need of
a strong sense of serenity,
to blanket my youth
I had a yearning desire burning within,
This unknown desire took control.
Control of my surroundings, environment,
My mind, body, and soul
As I developed and matured,
Grew less dependent, responsible, and understanding,
The infinite abyss was no longer a threat.
Having lived a sheltered and rather reserved life,
Pieces to all my mind’s unsolved puzzles
Fell into the perfect place.
Could this be true?
I felt as if once, not too long ago,
I created my own miseries;
I set vices upon my beautiful world.
Could it possibly be true that
Through all my incredible, sacred experiences,
I found myself?
There were doubts, spinning and pulling me:
It gradually occurred to me,
That I was disillusioned by
The complicated path of life’s uncertainties
Those were the roughest, but most memorable times.
It was then, at the most unexplainable moment
In time
I actually realized, not only imagined,
Reality
I was set free, but who freed me?
I freed myself.
I unleashed the demons
Distorting my world
My mind opened, and my heart sang and
Continues to sing,
For I have discovered that,
We, God’s children and family,
Are a part of the same
Infinite abyss