Seventeen years ago, you departed this earth;
ninety-nine years ago, today, Grandma gave birth
to you. Thirty-two years later, you adopted me
into your vast and much extended family,
and its long, ancient, illustrious history,
impervious to managed timeclocks' tyranny.
Through you, your sister's Roman Catholicity,
turned my soul, early to truths of theology.
For Christmas, in that distant year, nineteen sixty-three,
three months into kindergarten (I was then five),
you gave me a plastic figure, Frankenstein,
which seven years hence, brought my joy in books alive.
My seventeenth year led to a real discovery
of the glories of epic and lyric poetry.
By that time, we both knew that I was different
in who attracted me (not by choice, not just preferred);
but our home was surrounded by nosy, malign,
and bad actors who would have happily heaped blame
upon you for the patterns of my given nature
(for that, they used crude, vulgar nomenclature),
and because I felt quite well justified to want
(and, also, I had come hate my given first name---
much mocked in school---so I sought new identity),
I was led, July tenth, 'Seventy-six, to a handle
which I embraced very enthusiastically:
without second thought or hesitation, I became
Starwatcher and, then much later, Starward.
Then that same summer, your words gave me a lift
when you acknowledged how much I loved BlueShift.
Now, the Mass, the Brown Scapular, and my Rosary
once again provide assurance and certainty
of meeting you in Christ's constellated Eternity.
"Jerry"
fka as "Fairy Jerry"
nka
Starward