". . . the generous, the civilized
Will understand what it is to understand."
---Wallace Stevens, "Reply To Papini," II
Antonio, for my purposes I
do not address you by your titles nor
shall sign this letter with my own. In these
few words I am Mauro, a priest of Christ.
And in His Name, I bear witness against
your blasphemous and heinous disregard
of God's Law and Christ's expectations of
His followers, Catholic or not, on earth.
Upon what was once consecrated ground,
the property that once was named Mision
San Antonio de Valero, you
burned the dead bodies of slain Christian men.
How dare you disregard what Christ demands
of those who claim to be part of His Church?
How dare you substitute your will rather
than make submission to His Perfect Will
as He disclosed it in the Gospels and
the teaching of the Church? Shame on your soul.
Are you so arrogant that you believe
you are outside the charities required
of any faithful Christian by our Lord?
Have you the reckless arrogance to think
that He did not take notice of your act
of total disregard for the respect
owed to a corpse---of proper burial
within the earth of which it has been made?
And that this does not haunt your sleep at night,
or make your daily meals less savory,
your entertainments---private or public---
much less relaxing than they might have been
had you remembered what the Holy Church
had taught you from your youth? Now hie you to
a local priest and make confession of
this sin, and not just this sin only, but
the hubris that compels you to believe
that you can set your will forth---and above
the will of Christ and of His Holy Church
that rises now in my person as I
scratch these words on this paper to condemn
the utter disarray of your wrecked soul.
Confess your sins, man!, weep for them and plead
for Christ's forgiveness with an adequate
penance---a very adequate penance
for all your cruelties, especially
cremating those bodies of Christian men.
You had no right, no precedent, and no
license that would deny to any of
them Christian burial; for their remains
became your own responsibility,
you by whose orders and whose soldiers they
were slain. I do not care at all about
the politics---your cause, or theirs, do not
enter into my condemnation of
your failure to obey the charity
required by Christ. The spark that lit the fire
that burned their bones may have, as well, lit those
flames that might now await you deep in Hell;
unless you discharge this sin and, absolved
by an ordained priest, perform perfectly
and to the letter whatever penance
that priest might place upon you. Christian souls
in Heaven cry against you; Christian souls
in Purgatory pause their own purging
to rail against you unto Heaven's Judge.
The Church's honor is not served at all
by men like you, who act as you have done.
Claim you to be a servant of the Lord?---
so you were baptized, so you were confirmed,
and so you are received at every Mass
that you attend. And yet, for all of that,
you burned the dead remains of Christian men;
as if, though dead, they still deserved to bear
the punishment you wanted to inflict;
the punishment you needed to inflict
in order to bolster your self-regard.
Satan was cast out of the Heavens for
is dread urge to bolster his self-regard.
I have written all that I have to say,
even if you now stood before me in
one of our Holy chapels here in Rome.
I have come to you, through these words of mine,
as Mauro---just a humble priest of Christ
and of His Church. And, in His Name, I warn
you: heed what I have written here to you.
Do not let this grim cancer spread upon
your soul. Go to confession and, until
you can, see that your blood-stained fingers clutch
your Rosary's beads---say it once each hour,
during each day, until an ordained priest
absolves you and declares what penance you
have to perform to cleanse your rotten soul.
I sign this as Mauro, a priest ordained
in Christ's Church and by His authority.
And I, despite my abhorrence, will pray
for you; you, too---pray for yourself.
Starward