This is my world this hellish domain
Where love does not conquer all
It loses out to hurt and pain
I'm losing faith in god above
Is he there or is it false hope?
Why has he taken away all that I love
I sit and wonder do I deserve this
I shut you out as a young boy
Because I hurt I did not see eternal bliss
I worked so hard to make me a life
Through hell on earth and times so hard
To find happiness, a family and future wife
Why is it that you hate me so ?
I'm not a bad person I'm just scared
I'm scared to let people in, Should I just go?
I wish my pain would just go away
Never come back just leave me be
I read the words that the people say
I'm not sure i believe them now
Maybe this is whats meant for me
If you cared for me you'd stop this row
So after thinking bout this carfully , this is my conclusion
A world of gods love care and happiness
Is just one big fucked up Illusion