Ptsd.
This is what is is for me.
Stealing my own car to be able to breath.
Punched in the nose just looking for a cd.
Knives thrown liked dodging grenades.
Yelling proud on a parade.
Seeing red feeling blue.
speaking the truth.
Being with you.
Feels so true.
Seeing the future
Life with you both ever so purer.
To breath is life.
To provide for my wife.
Child of wild.
Is mine with a smile.
Seeing my life in shambles.
I try to see what is wrong with me..
What is wrong with me?
PTSD fuck the world but
PTSD
fuck the world
but mostly
fuck me
i hate the rain
it reminds me
of the storm
in my brain
clouded with smoke
puff puff poke
that's all she wrote
Puff puff pass Another kick
Puff puff pass
Another kick in the ass
Its your race
Dont come in last
For heavens sake
Your kickass_lass
I miss your face
Hearing every breath u take
Up down turn around now jump in place
Sit down hold your head and just breath
You know what your ment to be
Always know what you mean to me
Open your eyes and spread your wings
Be free
Live for the ones who love you.
Make mistakes, learn from them.
They will still love you.
nothing is wrong with you I
nothing is wrong with you
I am poor too
we both have to hustle & stay healthy
i cry because of the pressure
I feel worn and abused
i cant stand this emptiness
nothing is wrong with you
but i cant say the same
for myself