What I Wish To Write

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May 2010

 

You say presently we would be a problem, wait until we are older,
you are my warm getaway, now without you I'm getting colder,
can't keep high, when I continuously have this dream,
I wake up upset, now nothing is more than it seems.
 
Since we are now, an impossibility,
feelings were always something I feared, since making it happen was never my ability,
I could ask you what its like, to have your life all figured out,
I wish I knew that feeling, now I am filled with doubt.
 
I wish this poem, would be widespread to every city,
wish it would start a riot, with the rich or nitty gritty,
it would make people glad to be where they are, with whoever they're there with,
for this feeling should stay a myth, keeping going becomes hard so I end in fifth.
 
It's so hard to have these feelings, keeping it quiet is even harder,
I long for us to be the closer, it would make up for failing as a starter.
 
I was too concentrated, on dying inside and falling apart,
I was a contender, now like my team I lose all my games,
I am so controversial, you are tnirely smooth,
we admit our feelings, we are the best that we could do...
 
If only I could figure out, the words I wish to truly write.
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