I am going soberly insane, no matter how many Cali girls I meet,
no matter how far I try to walk, I still end up with pain on my feet,
I sit on this patio, while it is raining and there is a chill,
I need to get twisted or buzzed, but never will I take a pill.
Only certain people know me, and out of those only one is on my mind,
she is my off limits girl, but it is hard to not call a diamond a find,
friends tell me to speak up, before my head expands and pops,
still the fear of telling you, is that our friendship will stop.
Somehow you found the courage, to tell me you felt the same way,
but how can I tell you how I feel, when I can not find the words to say,
every muscle must be exercised, and you work out my heart,
wish we could finally be, I know there will never be a start.