Put that liquid down, understand the truth while in sober mind,
I can not truly say when the wheel will stop, wish life were so kind,
you finally did yourself some good, it is ok to still miss him,
but do not be in denial, chances of getting out alive then become slim.
You can move on, you are too good a person to be hurt,
go out and find someone who solely wants you, do not be treated like dirt,
you had the ball in your court, put an end to it all, make it all over,
hit the buzzer beater, and now with yourself become closer.
I can not say I really blame you, for being bold in the beginning,
and now wishing it went differently, even when you are winning,
instead of outlining yourself, instead of grabbing translucent and tracing,
know that hard times lay ahead, you now go up against what I have been facing.