Thirty years old,
She pretends to be real;
But her blood runs cold,
And she's forgotten how to feel.
Scared tears drain,
From her bloodshot eyes;
And they spill like rain,
Every time she tries.
She needs to be stronger,
She wants to be beautiful;
She needs to be better,
She wants to be able.
The echoes in his voice,
Are far from a lullaby;
The wrinkles in his clothes,
Give strength to what they signify.
A whisper turns to screaming,
And she covers her ears in fear;
Wine ripples in his glass,
But greedy lips make it disapear.
Every blow to her body,
Makes her more numb to life;
She has learned to be invisible,
The perfect, respecting wife.
They say that tears stain,
They say that tears streak;
But these tears bruised and scarred,
Her pain makes her unique.
She's never met a tiger,
That didn't bite deep;
So she puts on her thick skin,
But cowers like a sheep.
She covers her eyes,
Maybe then she won't see;
The cliff ahead,
She'll jump when she's ready.