an entire ocean

I’ve been doing some thinking these past could of days

Days filled with last chances and closing doors

Realizing why this drop of water turned into an entire ocean

You have given me so much

It is measured in hopelessness

Either I thought I could fly

Or I just wanted to fucking die

The rough and soft edges on your heart that I reach for

Couldn’t you grace me with your beauty tonight?

This permanent feeling of waiting for you arrival

It’ll never come; I always forget to tell myself it never comes.

I know how this ends

But I’m still crying after the credits roll

Waiting for something that isn’t alive

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