I’ve been doing some thinking these past could of days
Days filled with last chances and closing doors
Realizing why this drop of water turned into an entire ocean
You have given me so much
It is measured in hopelessness
Either I thought I could fly
Or I just wanted to fucking die
The rough and soft edges on your heart that I reach for
Couldn’t you grace me with your beauty tonight?
This permanent feeling of waiting for you arrival
It’ll never come; I always forget to tell myself it never comes.
I know how this ends
But I’m still crying after the credits roll
Waiting for something that isn’t alive