You sit in the darkest part of your room
Filling your mouth with nothing but lies
Your blood turns into ice
And your white and red blood cell scream at you
"just fucking give up already!"
And you wish you could, you always wished you could.
You better shed another internal tear
Before every time you move that head of yours
It better be darkness and blackness all over
She only fucking lingers
because you let her
You're screaming out your motives with your hands over your mouth
And you wonder why no one ever hears you...
Is that the sound of your battered broken heart breaking again?
Is that the reason for your beaten broken smiling fading again?
You've been dying since the day you were born
It's nothing that's ever been written down
There is no cure for believing in the promise of happiness.