She feels farther away then I could have ever imagined
And it scares me so much that she doesn’t need me
Not a last glance
Or passing note
Not even kiss goodbye
She has sailed her boat
She wants nothing at all,
And even then I have failed her
These zipped lips are breaking out
My heart is damaged and longing
These lungs are blackened and wishful
I wait for each body organ to shut down on me
I need a new horizon where the sun never shines
Certain things never die,
They simply get buried alive.