I’ve been so good at giving up
Well how do I live up to all the beauty around me
I decide to lie to keep it somewhat hidden
In hopes you’ll see me with nerves forgiving
Lets pretend everything has been working
And moments like these aren’t once in a lifetime
Cause I’ve been dying not to make this obvious
You are so silent that my ears ring with space
And the only thing I can think about is getting the hell out of this…
Place me back into your ‘what ifs’
Maybe if I keep walking I’ll somehow collapse
And you’ll be there to break my perfected fall
Because without you and gravity, I have nothing at all
This light does not exist, for it is not accounted for
My memories may be weak but I have not forgotten
Hitting all the targets you freely displayed
I’ve been running in circles just you figure out your name
With my eyes on your existence
I can honestly say I’m not ready for anything that comes my way.