I did everything right, kept my cool
but this waiting game i play, it's just damn cruel
i don't want to lay around holding back
wondering what i need to change and what i lack
i lowered my standard
i raised my appearance
i'll start lying
if it makes a difference
you got yours
when is it my turn
to get what i want
to get what i earned
time will keep moving like a slap in the face
leaving the room, i try to go out with grace
but it's hard to keep smiling with rust on your heart
i've master dealing like it's some kind of art
i may love everyone from my own hiding spot
but i'm quick enough to leave before i ever get caught