and i sat in the corner
looking for answers
in my home, feeling like a foreigner
asking questions i knew no one could answer
could i ever find it in me?
could i ever find it?
so i stared out my window for hours
watching trees go down to be replaced with army towers
when the world has lost all it's beauty will i be safe
only when everyone lost there soul will i feel it's save
and i know there isn't a damn thing you could say
to make me let go of the pain and have it your way
i've kept my mouth shut too long to open it now
i realize you want my truth but you'll deal somehow
we have to fall apart to keep it all in
we have to feel lose to be grateful when we win