Now I’m falling faster than anyone could ever follow,
And I’m not sure how you come in on all of this,
I know you mean so much without saying too much,
So I try to get up without moving a muscle,
It will be my hopefulness that kills me in the end,
I am forcing myself to stay down, as if I wanted it
Don’t you know I am afraid of everything
And even alone and I am feeling unease
I’m everything I never wanted to be
Finishing was never a challenge, yet time was never accounted for
‘Cause my mind plays tricks on me,
Analyze why this dark hole always wins
With words of black, I feel there is no going back
Like a disease that spreads onto all the ones I love,
I am the cause and the cure
Singing together, ‘darling, haven’t we been here before?’
With my face against the pavement I try to gather it up
But once in the clouds, I rob all the angels without any manners
Who would have thought I suffered without any scars?
I will not allow myself to continue to fall
‘Cause I’m afraid death is my only other option
But even then I’m selfish and causing pain
So why don’t I just get up, and try not to complain