I thought I could have you,
I thought you said I could,
But I've never felt so lonely with just your eyes in my picture of you,
And look what you made me become,
Second best, the "best friend",
That's not how I wanted this to end,
And I would imagin this would take time,
But without you I feel like I have no more life left to live,
So we talk and you smile,
And my knees can't handle the weight of your lips.
So I fall, & and I fell.
Turn into a monster like me,
So I can sleep soundly,
And I hate the way you are so constant,
And I hate the way I can't make you mine.
And I hate that I am the monster here.