You want me to trade you poetry for songs when I know that your words could never know mine with respect
They are two parts of one whole cut in half to save your beauty from my ugly
You want me to trade you poems
And so I sit here pen to page unable to sleep
Searching for words to move your wind pipe
Tears to escape your eyes
But they are all mine
They fall to the floor like Dorothy Gale from her hotel room
Slowly growing larger till they crash upon the pavement of your frame
And still they find no rest
Their eyes are painted open staring right into me
‘He wants you to trade him poems…
Like he thinks you are soulful or something…
Like your reputation proceeds you…
Peter Rabbit you should have just gone home!’
But I snuck into the garden warring my best blue sweater and new brown shoes
Because he wants me to trade him poems
So I put on his CD and filter myself thinking anything will do
But there’s so much hope in his words… passion beyond the misery
He clearly writes colours this black ink could only outline
Still he wants to trade me poems
And I want to hear him sing
So I lay awake in sex stained sheets trying to pen him beauty from ink on paper
But all I can do is cover his purity with blackness