This family has been damaged far more by the silence between us than it ever can be by my words
So I can be hated
Ignored
Not hugged goodbye all you want
Go ahead
Punish me for being the one to speak up
Iād rather be an out-cast in this family than one to myself
Besides
Even when I bit my tongue, held my words and danced your dance
It still took a funeral for you to pretend to be proud of me
I love the fact
I love the fact that you have the power to break my jaded old heart with your words ;-)
You my love do NOT have a
You my love do NOT have a jaded heart! It is simply nervous with life :)
Much Love
Ashley