Sometimes I still feel it
That I am worthless and unlovable
And I know that it’s not true
I can rationally talk my way out of it
Logically let it go
The problem is that emotions aren’t logical or rational
Emotions are hostile soldiers entrenched in the pit of my chest
Creating a holocaust of my life
Emotions are irrational, illogical, flutters of panicked wings
That swear they know better