What a disappointment you have turned out to be

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2012

I am not sad because this time is the real deal
Because nine lives is where I draw the line
I’m not sad we will never be speaking again
Or that I’ll never feel that angry catalyst of rage
Experience that beautiful violence you cause to the stagnation in my life
I am sad because after all these years you are the same
Surface pretty
Beyond ugly inside
I’m not sad because we will never write each other letters
Or send apology songs via email
Or facebook “hey long time no see” messages again
I am sad because, to be honest, I expected more of you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

it's a shame when one wastes their HUMAN potential!

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SSmoothie's picture

this is a very real way of seeing and dealing with

Such disappointment. Yes to waste a life a very cruel tragedy for all concerned. Good to see you start moving on you are such an amazing spirit! You deserve to heal and embrace wonderful things! they often come in plain wrappers ;) HugSS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

running_with_rabbits's picture

:)

I love you smoothie thanks


Much Love

Ashley

SSmoothie's picture

Love you too sweet, hope

Love you too sweet, hope you're doing well! HugSS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

GaltJohn's picture

true shit you spew

true shit you spew

running_with_rabbits's picture

:) thank you I wish they were

:) thank you
I wish they were lies but sadly they are not :(


Much Love

Ashley