I have never been more scared in my entire life than I am right now
Here in this moment
On an air-transat air bus
Sitting in the window seat 6k
Looking over life as it packs memories into the hull
Crazily on my way to Ireland for two months
Hoping to figure myself out
Be a wing man and write a novel
With more than plausible possible cancer in my woman tracks
Leaving two friends alone in dismay
I have never been more afraid of anything in my whole life
Than I am of this being a $2000 mistake