In my mind it played out differently
November 2nd I am set free
I can lay my heart wherever it chooses to rest
I choose you and we date
I become your girlfriend…meet your family,
I attend the company Christmas party
Let you take me out for dinner and dancing, make love to you with no regard
No remorse, no walls, no holding back
In my head it played out differently
I had my cake and ate it too
In my head I thought you could wait forever
So long as you got what you wanted in the end
But in reality, my head was full of delusions