You know I have been thinking to myself these days,
That maybe I should just slip away…
Kill myself.
No one would know or care
I have been thinking maybe I just cannot cope
I will never heal.
I see the light at the end of the tunnel,
Yet I never get there.
Anyway, I have been thinking to myself
Could I do it?
Would it hurt anyone?
Who would care?
But you were kind enough to try it for the both of us
Let me see what is left behind.
And now that I have been lost in the numb of the other side
I think I will just attend your funeral instead of mine