Apathy

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2011

 

inside me there's an emptiness
it weighs me to the ground
it comes and goes as it pleases
when all is safe and sound
it sows in me seeds of self-doubt
it chokes me with it's pain
it takes control of my every move
it makes me go insane

 

inside me there's this emptiness
that fights to have control
it uses your love as fuel to ignight
the fears within my soul
it bruns like lye on skin tissue
disolving what was real
it leaves it's mark on everything
scars that cannot heal

 

inside me there's this emptiness
left behind by his abuse
it second guesses everything you
so really there's no use
because you see I let it rule me
there's no light ahead
inside me there's an emptiness
inside me, I am dead

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

what can I say the negative, toxic thoughts have to go somewhere right? now if only they were MY negative, toxic feelings, then this poem could cure them, sadly they are insights into someone else which my best friend Nicole helped me see, so she kinda also inspired this, check out her insperational poem http://www.postpoems.org/authors/nikki_pot_pie/poem/886932

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