I live in a world
a world of cold harsh reality
dark lit moments and blinding feelings
a war torn country
scattered with damaged buildings,
broken bloody people
and landmines every step you take
I live in a world where you are the only one you can trust
where kids carry guns and women set off car bombs
where friends turn to enemies at the blink of a lie
where lovers are never who they say they are
I live in a world of fear and pain
a world of lies, manipulations, hostility and danger at every crossroad
where even the most Nobel of soldiers turns evil
a world you cannot salvage
a world beyond the saving
I live in a world
that i create for myself