I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
You were enough
Still are enough
Will always be enough for me
And you can do this and did do this and do, do this
All the time
Every time
You are time unfolding itself to me
And I have never met anyone like you, never felt this way before
You are the only man I have loved who was truly worthy of my love
I’ve never just wanted something and been completely okay with whatever it looked like…however it played out
And I am, okay, with how we looked like, with how we could have looked, with how we would have looked had we had time to play out
And I was happy
Am happy
So happy
And I had never known, really, truly, emotionally known happiness before
So I am sorry that I was unable to label it thus
But I can label it now
So thank you