For all these years I wondered
For all these years I couldn't help but continue to care
For all these years I thought you would feel the same
Its been 10 years of wanting to know
its been 10 years of putting blame for what I may of done
Its been 10 years of feeling l could never find another
Then the message arrived
the one I thought id never see
the one that was long overdue
What this message told me was I was being nothing but a fool
Funny how what once heart you so bad can make you feel so free
I never ever thought I would truly get over you but now I know it was set to be my destiny
I feel like for 10 years I was so alone and had no one to blame but me
Now i know that it wasn't anyones fault just part of this life we all live and learn to create as we see is best
I don't write this to rhyth or in any particular format
I simply found out today what I should of known long long ago
That life should never be given to those who simply ignore
that was me and now I know that I will take this lesson and truly explore
For I loved you and that was ok
but not realizing it wasn't returned was what made it truly hurt down to my core
I say goodbye forever
I say goodbye because what more needs to be said
I wish you nothing but the best and will truly treasure what was shared