The "What if" can finally be put to rest

For all these years I wondered

For all these years I couldn't help but continue to care

For all these years I thought you would feel the same

 

Its been 10 years of wanting to know

its been 10 years of putting blame for what I may of done

Its been 10 years of feeling l could never find another

 

Then the message arrived

the one I thought id never see

the one that was long overdue

What this message told me was I was being nothing but a fool

 

Funny how what once heart you so bad can make you feel so free

I never ever thought I would truly get over you but now I know it was set to be my destiny

I feel like for 10 years I was so alone and had no one to blame but me

Now i know that it wasn't anyones fault just part of this life we all live and learn to create as we see is best

I don't write this to rhyth or in any particular format

I simply found out today what I should of known long long ago

That life should never be given to those who simply ignore

that was me and now I know that I will take this lesson and truly explore

For I loved you and that was ok

but not realizing it wasn't returned was what made it truly hurt down to my core

 

I say goodbye forever

I say goodbye because what more needs to be said

I wish you nothing but the best and will truly treasure what was shared

 

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