i sit often times to remember what it was like
To capture the good, happy and even sad
The way your hair would smell on any given day
The way you would give that big warm smile and I would simply melt
Its been so long since I have felt that way
Its been so long since I've had that joy
It's been so long since I had myself believe someone cared that much for me
I search for this feeling again
I search for someone to simply share the joys, excitements and dreams every person has
I wonder am I searching for something i may never find?
Am i searching for something that simply is impossible for me to reach?
I have no answers to these questions
What I do know is that I am willing and able to open myself to the possibility
The journey i have taken so far is one i don't regret
But for the rest of my path I'd like someone there to share it with