I Simply can't continue like this

I can't understand this extreme sadness i feel
I wonder if its due to realizing that what I thought was there really isn't
How can i be so foolish thinking that one day i would make you change your mind
How can I be so stupid to think that peoples feelings simply change with time

I am not angry at you but myself
I told myself to keep my feelings in check but sometimes things are easier said then done
Many people would say "if it seems to good to be true then it probably is"
As much as it pains me to say it, I think they were right

Cause in the end it doesn't matter how many times we "go out" to movies or lunch
The reality of the situation is that you will never see me as more than just a friend
i therefore must make the choice right now this very moment to simply let you go

As this may seem like a drastic measure it the only one i think will work out
For I should of known going into this that I didn't just want to be your friend
I should of known that eventually there would come another
For now though i will distance myself and hopefully you will realize my absence
If not, then I guess "everything" I thought we had was simply nothing

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