Its seems innocent enough and harmless enough
Knowing that I could look forward to hearing from you everyday
Knowing that you will respond to what I had or have to say
The truth is this kind of conversation is one I do not want
I want to make it about something real
I want to let you know that I cannot "just" be your friend
The problem is I have and you said "No"
Why would I even think of doing that again
Because the simple thought of hearing, seeing or knowing about you and another guy just tears me up inside
I know the outcome will not favor me, but the hurt of simply bottling up my emotions is something I simply cannot do
For wondering if there has been a change of heart is enough for me to put it all on the table
So please give me an opportunity to simply tell you what I feel