I often sit in my chair
wondering where you are and what you are doing
Who you may be with or how you family is doing
Then I think of how much you hurt me and I wish I didn't think about you so much.
I gave you my heart as much of it as I could at 18 and you just stepped on it without carrying
How could I mean so little to you
I was whiling to give everything of me to you
I only hope that one day you will see how much I cared for you
how much I wished the best for you
how much I wished the best for us
That day will now never be and there is no one to blame
you cant go on and blame me
Sometimes I wish I still didn't sit in my chair thinking about you