I often thought it was something I didn't care for
I often thought it was something I didn't need of
I often thought those who wanted it were weak and incapable of finding anything in life by themselves
Now its funny because I have realized that it is something that I am searching for as well
My troubles I think are in the fact that I am not certain how its supposed to present itself to me
What is this thing I speak of
The joy of love
It is something I thought I was over when it decided to be over with me
Now though I feel that I can't allow my past to dictate my future
Its often hard for some people to get past hurt when they may feel it was undeserved
I have realized though that the hurt I suffered was made as a way to show me that it is possible to move on and be happy
For this reason I have decide that Love is something I do care for and need of and it is my goal to search for it regardless of how it ends up treating me