It seems the more I try to put the thoughts out of my mind the more they emerge I have wanted to simply move on and pretend this phase never began It seems I may be too late for that though As much as I am trying to resist you the thought of the past experience we had makes me want more Although I have fear of others finding out about us I know I must try once more for I must know where we stand The thought of not trying again and simply letting things be as they are will not let me be I must see if what we had is as good as i remember and if its worth the consequences....