There now is pain where there once was pleasure
And I know that silence marks the contrast.
Time and distance are sound tools to measure
What separates the present from the past.
I have faced some challenges, to be sure,
Dysfunction and darkness testing my bonds,
Yet by evening’s end I’ve known they’d endure
The gloom where the gut – not the heart – responds.
I’ve never once needed a quiet space
To ponder the worth of the time I’ve spent.
What an affair, to be frozen in place,
Chastened by the quandary you represent.
I’ll shut my eyes that I can better see
The kinds of love I allow near to me.