One day I’ll gather flowers on the roadside
Glorying in gold, violet, yellow, red,
Gardenias so fragrant, pure as the driven snow,
And he will see my smile
Convinced its beauty is their desire,
Fail to remember the colors till scattering petals on our bed
And gathering wood to build a fire.
It seems the years unspool and wrap around me –
I’ve not been immune to their attrition –
But when his sheltering arms surround me
I’ll realize the beauty in submission.
How it smarts as the losses accumulate,
Triumphs and trials binding and blending
As I recall each danger I doggedly forged,
Nearly falling prey to my dark side,
The formerly charming Mr. Hyde.
I resolve now to welcome the hands of fate,
Accept that which is better off ending.
And when I face the daunting mirror
Embracing the image I see,
Who will be there to make it clearer,
Standing steadily beside me?
Who will build that fire that keeps us warm
And assure me I’m safe in a storm?
Who will scatter the petals?
He will.