Old wounds flare up, taunting me with laughter,
Recalling itches I shouldn't have scratched.
Many frustrations follow me after,
A succession which I've duly dispatched.
Crisp orange and yellow rush in the breeze,
Raptors majestically make their way south,
Yet I cannot see the wood for the trees,
Past winters' sorrows falling from my mouth
As I ponder the rings in their surplus.
Oh, so many years of pain and regret,
But I know probing them doesn't serve us.
I pledge to take these things I can’t forget
And walk them calmly past the rifle range,
File them under what I cannot change.