The truth is he never said I love you.
I cannot deny that I share the blame.
I found comfort in his arms but well knew
His affections for me were not the same.
He told me there was nothing I couldn't do,
Made me fall in love by being my friend.
His words were kind, but they didn't prove true -
His heart proved one wall I could not transcend.
When my own broke for him like a lover's
And I prioritized tending his needs
He told me we were no longer brothers...
As I think of that moment it still bleeds.
My friends shook their heads, they didn't get it,
But I loved him and lived to regret it.